I don't know anything...

After IPC, I was very excited to visit some communities.
Whenever I met some people after I came to Svanholm,
I told them that I would join and establish a kind of community.
Really I want to live in a sort of community, it doesn't matter the size, with some people who can share same ideas with me.

But!!!
I don't know what the better life is, how I should live,
I just wanted to see and experience different ways of lives.
However I don't know what I should learn and experience.

I'm very naive.
I shouldn't have told people like that.
I can say that I want to see your life style. It was enough.
I don't have any idea about my community.
I don't know about agriculture, building.
I don't have any obvious philosophy. Even money...
How can I found a community or a school?

I should be more careful.
"I just want to experience your daily life..." It's enough...